Thursday, May 11, 2006

one down, two to go.

as the title suggests, first prelim is finally over.
physics, the bane of my existence, have finally taken a toll on me. for the physics paper, my script was left virtually untouched; blank and unanswered questions speaks of my meager knowledge of the subject. unless the sun rises from the west, there is no way i can pass that paper.

my inability to do the physics paper tantamount to an admission of unfavourable omen, one which forebodes unpropitious results for this prelim. i do not feel good abt this prelim, attributing these negative emotions to a lack of preparation and hardwork.
i studied, but not enough.

this june will mark the start of my assiduous pursuit in attaining the As for my next prelim.
i was just talking to marvyn a few days back, outlining our study plans for june. find a few classmates, get back to sch in the morning and study till evening. we will then end the day with a game of tennis.
to sidetrack a lil, i absolutely adore tennis. though im considered as an amateur, it aint gna stop me from enjoying the game. after the Os, i will definitely pick up tennis!

prelim 2 in july and prelim 3 in sept. its a long and torrid journey, but this journey is worth all the sacrifices.

each and everyone of us live on a modicum of faith, but there's hardly any occasions when we choose to place great faith in people around us.
maybe just a tiny weeny bit, such as entrusting ppl with household chores, or getting them to run simple errands like getting the groceries et cetera. this is faith too, but on a lower level, a secondary stratum.

what im going to share now consist of a person who believes in me. he did not trust me with just minor issues, but also trusted me with my future.

presenting to u.. DAD!

ive grown to enjoy dad's company over the years. when i was young and ignorant, i commited several mistakes which shattered his heart, inducing the start of many acrimonious disputes which estranged our relationship. all these have become a thing of the past.

now, we communicate on a regular basics, discussing everything under the sun; ranging from politics to school and work. it started to dawn upon me that dad trusts me very much u know. my mum is always complaining to dad like how im not studying hard enough and all, but dad always brush it off.

he told me, 'i take a different approach from mum, i trust that u will do well for ur exams.'

even when i come home late at night, he hardly grumbles. dad trusts that i will study despite the numerous outings. woah, i marvel upon the radius of this gargantuan faith, and cant help but verbalize my fervent appreciation,
i love u dad!!!! (:

for dad, for accomplishing my lofty dreams, and for a brighter future, i'll work!